when.

... and maybe that's why it's so hard. 

back of the closet...

Packed up things today...

It sucks to have the things that used to bring me feelings of comfort, happiness, warmth, and love, now bring sadness.

I miss my best friend.

scotch egg.

Ate a Scotch Egg at Pourhouse last night.  Don't know how I hadn't yet discovered it... it was delicious and I will now be eating it anytime I see it :)

A hard-boiled egg wrapped in sausage meat, coated in breadcrumbs and deep-fried - Yumm.

still...

... need to be sad for a little while longer, even though I know it is what's necessary, at least right now. 

Indifference is nothing better.

communion.

Struggling, but trying to keep on moving forward.  Just wish I was a bit stronger.

the chief.

Went away to Squamish for a night, and spent a whole day hiking all 3 peaks of The Chief with some of my favourite people.  Although I've been born & raised in B.C., sometimes it's beauty never fails to amaze me.

Exercise is great treatment - physically, mentally, and emotionally. 

sometimes...

... I just need to be able to be sad.

the long way...

Here we go... nervous and excited for the next 2 years!