different.

Embrace what makes you different.

always something.

waves.

Beautiful.  And true.

another night.

A friend sent this along, saying it reminded her of me.  I wonder, and worry (perhaps too much), about how others see (or perceive) me.  I'm quite emotional, and I really need those special people in my life, but I also want to be seen as independent & strong.  It sometimes makes it very difficult to just be honest & open, especially those moments when I'm not doing so great, and I just feel sad & lonely.

I guess it just felt nice to know that I'm not seen as an unstable wreck (at least all the time).

one.

Thank you. 

Time & life are so... indescribable sometimes.  I will keep trying my best.

fault.

star trek: into darkness.

"How do you choose not to feel?" -James Tiberius Kirk, Star Trek: Into Darkness

Went to watch Star Trek: Into Darkness last week.  I loved the first Star Trek movie, and this one was pretty good as well.  Some plot holes, but still a thoroughly enjoyable theatre movie.  With my mood lately, the climatic emotional scene, coupled with the theme of controlling one's feelings, got to me a little more than it may have normally.

I know we are human and it's what we're meant to be, but I wonder if sometimes it might be handy to be half-Vulcan.  I know this is usually a rough time of year for me, but it feels especially worse this time.  I am just really, really tired of feeling sad.  And sometimes I just really wish there was an off-switch.