I thought I was doing so much better, but I can't believe how much my feelings are hurt. I feel so bad about myself, so utterly rejected. Some moments I can't believe I can still hurt so badly, still be so sad. What is wrong with me?
I know I should try keep faith that there is a plan for me. But I feel like every time I just try to move forward, have hope, wait for things to get better, and that they're going to be okay, I get smacked down. And it's really hard. Every. single. time.
I'm trying to be patient, and trying to remember that everything happens for a reason, but I really need things to get better soon. I'm really, really, exhausted.
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